And so,
as a young lover,
I expected,
like all young lovers,
a poem
to be
all things that love is;
kind and gentle
and warm and sensible,
I found that a poem
so often grows upon you,
like dirty wild grass,
rough and prickly,
even echinate,
and its roots
spread inside you,
with a desperate malignancy,
causing blisters
all over the soul,
and heartache,
and burns,
sometimes,
causing even the colour of your skin
to change,
from the warm yellow-pink
of fresh life,
to the deadly brownish-grey,
of putrescence!
A poem!
Unkind,
unfriendly,
possesing,
encumbering,
even hateful sometimes;
loathsome,
like a slimy beast,
attempting to
coil up around you,
tightening and tightening
its circuituous grip,
till you choke,
twisting and curling around you,
laughing,
dragging you into its swamp,
while you struggle
to free yourself ..
a harmless thing,
a poem ..
like love ..
or is it??
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